Bored.
I seek freedom. For the past few days i feel extra neurotic. There’s so much boredom and so much boring work to tend to that this routine is killing me slowly and i dont have a decent option. But i need to find around this. This is nothing compared to wha have already been.
Valium helps a bit. When i feel nervous, i dont function well. If i take a pill, i feel week and my mind cant process these evil lopsided thoughts. So i try to minimize my intake and take everything easy. There’s no need for hostilities. No need for madness.
Soon as i get back to manila i will set up another blog about magic, ill be a novice again and make it proper. Of course my goals are set and this blog will remain for personal brain drain. Its a healthy way of cursing my fears away. I need things to get by, i needed a lot of drugs in my systems. Im just getting bored and bored by the minute. I need a change of habit.
Getting tired of this blog. Its like a house without its master. Its like been abandoned for so long. What a shame and who gives a fuck?
Lots of things to do. With the days dawning on April. I cant wait. But im anxious. I have mental sickness i have to take care of.
Can someone please take me out of this boredom?
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